Because of you,

Whenever you feel like we're growing apart,

2010-03-08T03:31:44Z

let's just go back to th start.

Anything thats worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quittings out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more

Dear John,

2010-03-04T15:19:45Z

Today's a happy day. Haa. Went to go for medical check up widd Saiful bro. It was hella funny when th nurse gave up a cup each to get our hmmmm, urine. HAHA! Okay, dont wanna talk abt it. Hee. Hmmmm.. Well after that, went to get breakfast cum lunch @KFC right after we went for x-ray.. Met Yat there &went off to Clementi Stadium to watch bball match. It's Saiful idea(he wanted to see his girlfriend, you see^^ ) Hiakhiakhiakhiak. Hmmm.. Th girl's team lose to JWSS:/ Watching them playing reminded me of Mr Liew.. I really do miss playing in th court. Haiya haiya haiyaaaaaaaaaaaa)): Saiful, please do drag me out of th house to go out& jog widd you. HAA! Watched Dear John(again!) @JP widd th guys. Heeeeeeeeee. It was so funny to knoe that they hmmm well, tear for this one scene during th movie. Khekhkehkehkehe. Shall not blog abt it;P Dinnered @ Fig &Olive. Overall, it was fun. There'll sure be more outings to come. Heh.

P.S, ILY. ;P

When April comes,

2010-03-01T07:34:48Z

These are th digiphoto dinorians(: Much missed, much loved. Syuhadah! Plan for more gatherings;D Hehe. Met up widd baby after that.. He's not having quite a good day:/ Watched Dear John &th show pretty much made me understand baby better. I mean, widd him in ns &all.. He thinks that ns is making us drifting apart.. We didn't get to spend as much time as we want.. It'll be hard for us since Im gonna start sch in April &he won't be in sg for th whole of May.. So I guess things will work out well after May.. &another bad news is, he's staying in for this weekend.. So Im seeing him again.. Well.. In 12 days' time. &.Another bad news is, I won't be town for a week next next week. This love sure feels like a battlefield.

Your absence, makes th heart grow fonder.

Fill th air widd love, lots and lotsa em'.

2010-02-26T15:20:57Z

Introducing, one of th bestest friend of mine, Hisyam! Haaaaaaaaaaaaa. Look how much he ~~has~~ ~~grown~~ is becoming to be- SLIMMER. Wohoooo. My bestf is sooooo cute &handsome!(Well, baby is cute-R &attractive than this guy here :P) P/S, He's single& available! ^^ Alrights. Enough of advertising. Sigh. Missing everyone, including Adrenaline girls, pri sch friends, th coach, sch mates (especially Zura ): ), &definitely NOT th teachers. Nono. NP people(Jolene Gong)& dinorians. Ohh! Speaking of which, gathering widd th digiphoto dinorians tmr @marina seoul garden. Can't wait^^ &right after that catching th show Dear John widd baby.. (:

Today
KKH - Iman's Crib - BB - House Area - Home

That guy, Mr Rizal, he, who makes me fall in love widd him all over again& again &again.. (:

No more bongo take-aways D:

2010-02-22T07:07:58Z

I will miss everyone in dino park. Sigh. Th feeling is different, it's hard to let go &move on, though. Cant wait for th gathering! I will be bored like fuck til March comes. Financial wise, Ive to start saving. Only Saiful &Cindy knoes my balance in th bank:/ IT IS BAD. I can survive through til I get my pay- which is hmmmmmmmmm.. In 6 more fucking days. Haiya haiya haiya. Baby is in th jungle now, for 4 days): I'm missing him.. He is sick yet, he had to go.. Hopefully he's recovering, there... Ive started thinking abt th future, shared my new goal widd baby- getting fit &most importantly getting back into Netball team in SP. I'd better get a pair of running shoes& go for a run. Baby is behind my back &he suggested that we can go for a jog together.. But then again, I still rmb my jogging buddy- SAIFUL. Hehe. Now I'm missing baby. Hopefully he gets to book out on Friday morning. D:

I dont miss you& you alone, I miss you &me together.
xoxo

Silence! I KILL YOU!

2010-02-11T09:52:11Z

Achmad: Knock knock.
Jeff Dunham: Who's there?
Achmad: Me. I KILL YOU.

Watching some random one man show &listening to ownage prank calls widd Saiful @jp starbucks. It was entertaining, though I find it quite bad-.- Planned to watch this Indon horror movie but th vcd got stuck(Saiful's freaking out), so we watched 17 Again. Saw Jolene GONG here. She's supposedly to be studying BUT looks like she's staring at th empty air-.- Heh. Camp is on th 18th-20th March. It's on March. I'll see if I can make it, though:/ I'll be flying to Indon on th 13th. Baby will be sending me off @th airport. Hee. ^^ Speaking of which, meeting him later. No, hopefully he finishes whatever he's doing right now so that there's time to meet. He's booking in back tmr morning:/ V'day is coming. V'day is coming. V'day is coming near. I don't knoe what th future brings^^

*sobs. We looked so damn cute.

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1 more freaking week to 21st Feb. I can't wait. Whooooooooooooooopdedoooo. Working @th lory loft was ~~fun.~~ Th lories are so damn ~~cute.~~ Nice.

Date out widd baby.

2010-02-08T16:13:57Z

Planned to hang out @Vivo, ended up spent our time at th theater watching My Ex. It was impromptu, though. I don't wanna comment on th show. NO MORE HORROR MOVIES, FOR NOW. Gonna watch Th Lightning Thief widd baby when it's out^^ Sigh, I'm missing him alr. Hes booking in back tmr morning):):): This is badddddd. V'day is coming. Can't wait for th day since baby gonna plan th day;P

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Eza's @work.

Random convos.

Caucasian 5 year old kid : Mummy, Ethan beat me.
Mummy : Well, beat him back.
Me &Dyan : ?!?!?!?@$#@!#%$

Donna : Lai, balloons for you.
Th dad : Sorry, I'm allergic to balloons.
Me : *fucked up face* HUH?!

Nicz : Nyah, bila nak buat project!?
Me : *stupid look* Giving her my cigg, KAO GI ISAP RKK DULU LAH!

Me: YOU MEAN!? LAIIIIIIIIIIII!
Yumin : Shut up, pizza! *pissed

On a busy weekend.
Yumin : Practice makes perfect. But nobody is perfect. So why practice?
Me : Shut up &get back to sales, Yumin-.-
Yumin : *shouted* Imma nobody!
Me : Whaaaaaaaaat?! *blur
Yumin : Nobody is perfect. Imma nobody. ^^
Me : TSK! T.T!!

I NEED YOU, BADLY! (RIZAL)

2010-02-06T14:32:08Z

Come back home, quick. I miss you sooooooooooooooooo much):

Labels/Love?

2010-02-05T13:07:24Z

Last minute didn't get to meet baby today. I'm a lil(REALLY) fucked up.. He'll be in th jungle tmr. Only get to see him on Sunday.. Ooooooooooohhhhhhhh what th hell.

Money got drained, just like water.

2010-02-03T06:51:44Z

Shopping day, happy day widd Mini.

Vivo, forever 21, ben sherman, topman, topshop, ljs, peninsular, causeway point, civic, home.

Baby had nights out last night.. Met him for awhile @causeway.. Hes out now @th jungle. Boo. He'll be coming back tmr night. Lil rascal's 7th bdae tmr.. Saiful bro, Iman bro, Hisyam bro &Cindy will be coming down for th mini celebration @home. Sadly baby won't be there..

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Slacking @jp starbucks again widd Saiful bro. We're bored people.. He got fired &I'm having my off day...

Danggggggggggg, I miss baby. ):

Booze, &you'll lose.

2010-02-01T14:31:29Z

31stJan
Work, lunch, work, dinner, closing, bbq, home, Long's place, mustafa centre, Long's place, home sweeeeeet home

1stFeb (RAJ'S DAY OFF!)
Work, sleep, slack, lunch, slack, slack, sleep, work, closing, jp, home

I'm drained. Totally.

Thepenisinhermouth.

2010-01-29T14:29:06Z

Happy day, pay day pay day pay day! I loooooooveeeeeeeeeeeeeee today.
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Th sister is watching Indon sinetron- ALONE. This is very weird. Oh my.. What happened? :/ Speaking of which.. I'll be flying to Indon in March. Won't be in town for a month, I guess. After th whole stupid dino thang, I am soooooooooooo NOT gonna work. I'll spend th days sleeeeeeeeeeeping/shopping/slacking/sleeping/catch up widd friends/sleeping til March. Awesome.
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02:45

Got home after chillax session widd sibs &sweetheart@ wcp. It's been so long since we had one. Dangggggggggggggggggg I dont feel like going for work tmr. What a vicious cycle. It keeps coming again &again &again every morning without fail.. I fucking can't wait til 21stFeb. OMG. 3 weeks, people. Hang on.

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Chillax session widd Zura babe

Unglam pix

Unglam moments. All of th pix widd me inside weren't nice, thank you. Bad day to take pictures widd Eza): It really wasn't my day to take pictures. Boo.

Babylove. Didn't get to see his face, though. HAA.

Tmr working tmr working tmr working. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFark.

SP! (:

2010-01-27T08:02:04Z

SP! Got th first choice. Im excited- not because I got in th course but I got in SP! Wohoo. Awwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesome. Saiful's in. Syu's in. Many many more people in SP. Best laaaa! Baby is happy(though he doesn't sound excited abt th course I am in), I'm elated! Mom is happy too. Kind soul is duper happy for me(He's th pillar of strength). Haa! I guess I'll be seeing him in SP or not- he wanted to go ngee ann.. Wooohoo! 2 more days to pay dayyyyyyyyyyyy. OMG! 11 more days to Baby's bookout. Working tmr.. &I dont like th feeling of it. Hanging out widd Saiful now @th starbucks. There's like so much things to tell.. ^^

2 more days(to posting results). 4 more days(to pay day). 13 more days.

2010-01-25T16:41:17Z

Bad news was, baby didn't get to book out on th 4th or 5th. Sigh. Saddening, isn't it? All we wanted was time, plenty of time to spend it together): &there's nothing else we want.. He sounded so helpless &down all th while on th phone.. >DDDDDDDDDDD:

..there's no love lost between us.
xoxo

Back to Day0,

2010-01-25T13:45:40Z

Baby said there's bad news. But he doesn't wanna tell me now-.- He's telling later on th phone likeee hmmmmmmmm lemmie see in another 2 more hours. Dangggggggg, I hate this feeling. He's driving me crazy.. 11 more days(or so) for him to get his butt outta camp. Sigh. I miss him alr.. 3 hours ago we were at th bus stop, I really didnt wanna let th hands go. Boo.

ILY! (Lady Gaga)

2010-01-18T08:32:41Z

''Baby, who do you wanna be? Th one whom I share secrets widd or be th one my secrets are abt?'' 4 more days for Babylove to book out. Haiya haiya haiya.

Thanks, baby!! (kisses!)

2010-01-14T14:36:18Z

Babylove really made my day today.. Hee! We bought Instax &I'm loving it soooooo sooooo much! Our new baby^^ Shall use it for tmr's date. Got him a new wallet 'cos he really needs a new one..(You too, Saiful! -.-) Thank God, he love it.. ^-^

PASSED! (THANK GOD!)

2010-01-12T12:20:09Z

My choice of courses;

1- Marine Engineering
2- Maritime Business
3- Chemical Engineering
4- Food Sci &Tech
5- Pharmaceutical Sci
6- Electrical& Electronic Engineering
7- Landscape Architecture
8- Health Management &Promotion
9- Outdoor& Adventure Learning
10- Sports &Exercise Sci
11- Pharmacy Sci
12- Materials Sci

I don't knoe what I got myself into.. But hell yeah, these are th choices I've made. FairyGod-Papa, please watch me from above. Lemmie chase my dreams.

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Babylove agreed to share $$ to buy Instax! Whooooooooooooopodeeeedoo! *kisses. I wanna get Holga too. &&Nikon D3000. WOOTS. Anyhoots, meeting him this Thurs. Hopefully I won't be doing full shift on that day.. Planned to watch Daybreakers after work widd him. Let's pray hard that I won't be working full shift &if I don't, I'll not dozz off in th theater^^ PS/ He's dying already in camp. 2 more days, baby! *muacks!

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Fig& Olive widd Saiful bro. &we have been slacking @Starbucks from 4. &it's 20:17. We're waiting for that <s>god damn girl</s> Cindy. She's 17mins late! BOO!

Things get less stressful when I'm widd you;

2010-01-07T03:51:15Z

(In a few years' time, lil rascal will grow like him. WAHAHAHA!)

In th pic, there's actually 4 of us, another 2, my guess was, they're triplets. They look sooooooooo alike &it was very very cute. *moving on. To th beach ytd widd _. Slacked @Vivo after that. I had soooooo much fun, love. Meeting him later to watch Th Vamp assistant. Another day out widd him &tmr working. I'm sooooooo dreading for it. Pffftt-

I wanna fall for you, but I'm not sure if you will catch me.

Easy life @workplace

2010-01-04T14:01:34Z

Punched in @0930, start work @1200. Awwwwwwwwwwwweeeeeeesome. It's th first day of sch &th crowd was soooooooooo happening-NOT. There's no crowd-AT ALL. Smoked, had laksa, smoke again, went in th trail(for 4times), disturb th dino crew, make cranes/ paper planes/hearts, had ben&jerry ice cream, slacked @bongo, smoke again. Easy life, aye? Fuck no, this is what happens when most of th dino crew leaves dino park, there's no crowd. Boredom strikes all of us ya. Sigh. Guess what, total sales for th day: $350. Whhhhhhhhaaaaaaat th hell yeah. (Usually it goes up til 3K.) I'll(We'll) die if this continues on for th rest of this 2 months. We get paid for slacking. We'll get bored to tears, dammit. Oh wells. I fucking don't feel like going for work tmr. BOO!

DINO PARK=GHOST TOWN!

HAPPY 2010, EARTHLINGS!

2010-01-01T01:38:52Z

Party people.. Party animals.

Last minute was sent to Sentosa Siloso Beach to work. How pathetic wassat? But, was kinda(whole load) excited for it.. Again, new friends made. Was duper shagged but heck, i party-ed widd th people there. Haa! Working environment was super super different from Bdp. These people were drunk, you'll get kissed, hugged, &whatever. It was crazy! There were lotsa ang mohs around, th crew @th counter wasn't surprise that I'm in th picture for most of th shots. Amie toooooos! 2 colleagues were partially drunk- NOT glam. I got a hard time widd them during breaktime-.- It's not that they drank 2 cups of Vodka-.- Shared 2 cups together widd Ben, surprisingly, it didn't get me drunk, prolly it got me awake for th night.

Stationed to th graffiti wall &saw my cute soundman! ;D Didn't expect him to be there, though^^ Sent to th Foam Pool & daaaaaaaaaannnnnnggggggg.. Thats where th party began. I realized th beach party was for people over 18, &I feel sooooooo young& timid. But heck, it didn't hinder me from having fun in th Foam Pool. Danced, sang th songs aloud, took lotsa shots.. I never thought my new year would be this goooooooooooood. Neh, it was AWESOME. Drink, drank, drunk, party-ed, worked til 3am. AWWWWWWWWWWEEEEEEESOMEEEEEE.

Working later>D: Im dreading for it. Ohhhhhhhhhhhh man.. Fuck it fuck it fuck it. Ben got ny gift from that stupid Raj- off day. Amie is having her off day.. While I'm gonna work later. BASTARDDDDDDDD.

4more days for _ to book out. IMYIMYIMYIMYIMYIMY SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCHHHHHHH.
xoxo

You can't expect anythang @workplace..

2009-12-30T14:48:52Z

I'll miss th dino crew ppl.. ): Especially Glen..
I'll miss th soundmEn.. (No free bubble tea/food/ride)
I miss Yumin.. Claire..

Today at work, a boy (prolly hes 4yrs old) he came to me, pulling th right hand, asking me to take photograph widd him while his parents were alr getting ready for th shot. He was like, ''Come, take photo widd me.. Put on th timer..'' I was likeeeeee, WTH yeah this boy. But dang, hes so cute.. Managed to take a shot widd me after that, though.. Kidsssssssss.. (Awwwwwwhhh)

He ate my heart out.

2009-12-27T14:42:00Z

Eye bags due to lack of sleep. Danggggggggggggg, I didnt knoe working could be sooo much tiring. BOO! Along came &went:/ Sigh. He could stay here for awhile more, but I guess hes gonna work, too.. Haiya-.- First night, which was on th xmas day, we went to town. OMG. It was duper crowded &I cant stop whining 'cos I didnt get to rest after work. Sherlock holmes @Lido. Dang, I slept &awakened(by th brother) in th theater(again). Worst still, Along slept all th way through th movie. It was 1230, what do you expect-.- And we got back home at 0330. Huhu. Second night was fun, went karaoke widd th brothers, Along, Hilmi &Abg Sani. Got back home at 0530. Andddddddd I still havent get any good sleeeeep. Lucky me tmr Im having my day off. Shall get a goood longgg sleep.

Met up widd _. Hes going tekong tmr night.. Sigh. Im soooooo sooo gonna miss him. Im sure hes gonna miss me too! Haa! ^^ Loves& misses. (Big)Hugs &(wet)kisses. xoxo

Chill or th drinks will spill.

2009-12-23T13:53:00Z

Avatar(again) widd Olivia, Yumin& Dyan @jurong point. Thanks, Dyan-.- Work is superrrrrrrrr boring today, without Siti. RAJ, GO BACK BDP LAH YOUUUUUUUUUU! Tsktsk. There's nothing much to blog(lj) about. Im effing tired. Dang, I'm fucking worn out. Along will be coming here to sg. I can't wait for him to come over. Hopefully that (stupid) Raj will let me off on Sunday. Sigh. Sadly Eila won't be coming:/ Im missing KL &cousins. >D:

_ is having his nights out. Prolly hes on his way back to his cage(camp). Falalala- Xmas is coming.

Hot hot heat!

2009-12-22T11:57:02Z

My theory: Girls are solar powered. They will only get their battery fully charged when hot guys are arnd them.